January 2010
7 posts
I can't stand up, I can't cool down, I can't get...
My day so far:
Watch episodes of 30 Rock (season 1)
catch missed connections on craigs list.
contemplate my life.
snuggle with cat.
take all the sheets off my bed.
make tea.
come back to said bed and lay on it.
watch more 30 Rock.
contemplate putting new sheets on my bed.
don’t.
drink more tea.
think more about my dad who went to the hospital on friday.
be glad that he is...
The History of Love.
“”What about you? Are you happiest and saddest right now that you’ve ever been?” “Of course I am.” “Why?” “Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you.”“
—Nicole Krauss
Killing Yourself to Live
“We all have the potential to fall in love a thousand times in our lifetime. It’s easy. The first girl I ever loved was someone I knew in sixth grade. Her name was Missy; we talked about horses. The last girl I love will be someone I haven’t even met yet, probably. They all count. But there are certain people you love who do something else; they define how you classify what love...
Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything,...
Sylvia’s quote from above is how I’ve been feeling lately. I’ve been wondering if I should move to a new place, get a new job, meet new people, leave the country, or maybe move back home (that thought, has only occurred once after a really bad night of being sick and waiting tables. Still, the thought of calling my mom and dad at midnight to come and pick me up was a strong...